To be or not to be...
....informed??
My life is all about self-exploration and discovery. I'm probably one of the least socialized people on the Earth, and I'm constantly evaluating the thinking patterns of others, looking for uniqueness. Unfortunately, most people don't think on their own today. I think its something that has to be developed in childhood, and for those who don't think on their own growing up and instead take life as its presented to them, they are doomed to become just another worker bee, subject to the whims of their superiors.
Anyway, after that diatribe, one question I've come across is this: is it better to be informed, or is it better to be ignorant?? I really don't have a choice in the matter; my curiosity forces me to be informed about anything and everything. But I've found that my happiest moments are when I've become engrossed in some meaningless venture, like watching football, or playing a video game. When I am informing myself and engaging in debate, I'm not happy, I'm angry, and my anger is often counterproductive.
So, many of you would probably say, thats normal, right?? When engaging in playtime, you are happier, and when in the real world, you aren't. It's not like that for me though. I get addicted to certain aspects of my life, and it really doesn't matter whether they are pointless pursuits or whether they are "real world activities." Even though I don't enjoy the anger that comes out of spirited political debate, I am addicted to it. I've been addicted, likewise, to exercise. I worked out every day for two years, hating every minute of it, but unable to stop. As I said, though, I'm also able to get addicted to meaningless crap, like World of Warcraft, for example.
Anyway, its a pointless train of thought I guess, since I have no control over it. But I wonder, if I had a choice, would I choose ignorance over knowledge?? Would I choose to live a meaningless existence over being a productive part of a capitalist society??
I don't know, but I have a hunch that I would choose ignorance.
My life is all about self-exploration and discovery. I'm probably one of the least socialized people on the Earth, and I'm constantly evaluating the thinking patterns of others, looking for uniqueness. Unfortunately, most people don't think on their own today. I think its something that has to be developed in childhood, and for those who don't think on their own growing up and instead take life as its presented to them, they are doomed to become just another worker bee, subject to the whims of their superiors.
Anyway, after that diatribe, one question I've come across is this: is it better to be informed, or is it better to be ignorant?? I really don't have a choice in the matter; my curiosity forces me to be informed about anything and everything. But I've found that my happiest moments are when I've become engrossed in some meaningless venture, like watching football, or playing a video game. When I am informing myself and engaging in debate, I'm not happy, I'm angry, and my anger is often counterproductive.
So, many of you would probably say, thats normal, right?? When engaging in playtime, you are happier, and when in the real world, you aren't. It's not like that for me though. I get addicted to certain aspects of my life, and it really doesn't matter whether they are pointless pursuits or whether they are "real world activities." Even though I don't enjoy the anger that comes out of spirited political debate, I am addicted to it. I've been addicted, likewise, to exercise. I worked out every day for two years, hating every minute of it, but unable to stop. As I said, though, I'm also able to get addicted to meaningless crap, like World of Warcraft, for example.
Anyway, its a pointless train of thought I guess, since I have no control over it. But I wonder, if I had a choice, would I choose ignorance over knowledge?? Would I choose to live a meaningless existence over being a productive part of a capitalist society??
I don't know, but I have a hunch that I would choose ignorance.
